Autumn was short, winter is slowly here and as a orange leafness is leaving, doubts are coming into my head.
I just find out, no not just, I know it longer, but just now I can accept, that this time I don´t live for a moment. I feel that I´m not here, in this world. You know, everything is going around me, but not with me.
I want to change it. Because when I´ll get older, somebody will ask me - What did you do when you were 16? - and I won´t get him an answer.
With my best friend Claudia is everything better and fine now, so I hope, it won´t be so hard :)

I bought this beautiful necklace in H&M, I inspirated myself by Demi Lovato in Here We Go Again music video and also by Fashion Toast. As you can see in my older post, I start to love ,,diamonds" :D :D.

Yesterday I took a this photosession with my cousin :). I can honestly say, that she´s the only one, I can taking pics with. With love and laugh.



























Taking the shower, cleaning skin, drinking super original drinks made by us, drying hair, doing extra make up, smoking in the kitchen while our luxury dinner is in the oven.
Shooting our own cooking broad cast without camera, singing songs when we don´t know the lyrics, dancing together, shooting a parody on everything - with camera :D.
There are many things I can do ONLY with her. That´s why I love her.

Horray! The God finally heard my wishes and I could wear a skirt with just one pair of nylons :D. I know, it´s crazy, but in winter I always wear two pairs, it´s better and more comfortable in the freezing weather.
I inspirated myself by Sienna Miller in this outfit. I wanted to try socks in my shoes. I think, it looks really good :).

I am bored now. So bored. All my books are at my best friend Claudia, I have nothing to learn (if I have, I am not sure, if I´ll do :D), nothing to eat, nothing to listen. Or I just want to listen to quiet. No matter. I already did the billboard to our school firm. I love it, pink fits with green so good and the sequins make it very interesting.



Anyway, I´m really looking forward to a Halloween party, which is on Wednesday. After this day, we have a holiday, and that´s what I want! This 3 days are little hectic, but hope everything will be ok :)



I spend a beautiful weekend with my boyfriend. All we had been doing was eating and being in bed :D. Awesome.

This photos I made at home, when I should learn.